Cow's Blog

A blog of a cow.

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

This life

It's a bitter sweet symphony,
This life...

What a peculiar week.
It seems that in most respects, my life is pretty much the coolest it's ever been, but for every good point, there's a bad point that counterweighs it. A few examples:
1) Uni. I love uni, but I constantly have doubts about my course, my modules, my ability etc.
2) My car. Love my car, but it doesn't start, and it leaks.
3) Driving. Beginning to enjoy driving, but find Mercedes who insist on overtaking me, then slowing down to 50, then speeding up when I try and pass them, bloody infuriating.
4) Love life. Going out with a really sweet guy, but he's buggered off for a week, and even when he's here, I can't really spare the time to see him.
5) Work. Gone from hardly ever supervising, to supervising all the time, often on my own.
And, worse than all these things, the happier I seem to be, the unhappier all my friends seem to get.

And every time I think about home and my mum and dad, I just want to curl up into a ball and sob... Home is hardly a home any more...

Sorry, back to the useless optimism that it'll all turn out alright in the end. C.xx